Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Hey you~


Why are you always being like this?
Never thought about others perspective
Its looks cool yet so childish
And stop being so negative

:)





Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Distant Friend

They met when its only a beginning,
Laugh and making jokes,
To one another.
Thorough hardship and obstacles,
Together.

Now, its different.
They no longer talk
to each other. 

What she afraid is,
They may stay like this,
Forever.



Sunday, December 15, 2013

Hopeless

She is always smiling.
She is always be positive.
She is the one who will cheer you up,
Whenever you are in a bad condition.

But when she's having a hard time,
Whenever she needs you,
Whenever she needs you to comfort her,
You never come,
You never care.

As she cried alone looking out from window,
Watching your back with that yellow shirt,
Walking while holding phone laughing,
Her tears falling again

She doesn't need much.

She just needs support.

From you.

Yet,

Is it too hard for you to say,
"Dear, are you okay?"
Is it too hard for you to say,
"Don't worry, everything will be alright"
Is it too hard for you to say,
"I will always be by your side"

Is it too hard for you?

Hopeless.




Monday, November 25, 2013

Hangat2 tahi ayam


"Hangat hangat tahi ayam"

That's the most suitable proverbs should be stamp on my face. Months ago I was so motivated about updating a blog (although no one actually read it thoroughly) yet it simply an empty promise I made to myself.

But then, the ultimate reason I didnt update my blog not because I'm busy; aint got time for writing nor i dont have any idea or things to say,

it because I dont have an internet connection.

No internet connection.

As simple as that!

Ok, lets move on..


XD

Monday, October 14, 2013

The Master's Wind [ep2]



tengokla wajah si baju putih yang penuh muslihat dan pemanduan yang fokus itu xD

  
Sejak dari kecil cik Ami ada masalah angin yang serius. Ketika bayi dia tidak berhenti menangis kerana perutnya masuk angin tetapi dari menyapukan perutnya dengan minyak yuyi cap limau, ibu bapa nya bersusah payah berjumpa bomoh atau para ustaz kerana menyangka bayi kecil tidak bersalah itu diganggu hantu syaithon. Apabila menginjak usia remaja, cik Ami selalu mengalami sakit belakang yang ketara dan merupakan pelanggan tetap kedai runcit Morgas untuk membeli koyok ataupun minyak urut buah pala. Rakan-rakan sering takjub dengan beliau yang sering masuk angin dan akan berubah suara pada bila-bila masa. Suaranya yang lemah gemalai merdu seperti Siti tiba-tiba bertukar menjadi suara Nasir Bilal Khan. Rakan-rakan hampir membacakan surah yassin kerana menyangka beliau dimasuki roh. Tetapi hakikatnya hanyalah segumpal angin telah tersekat di ulu hatinya.

Urgh, sangat tidak selesa.

Jadi dia yang setiap masa sering dibelengu masalah angin berasa sungguh selesa dan bahagia apabila berjumpa seorang lelaki di tengah hujan lebat ini dan tiba-tiba dia sudah tidak sakit belakang lagi. Dia tidak bertukar suara garau kerana angin penuh di dada lagi.

Dia rasa sungguh ringan.

Rasa bebas.

“BERPPP!!”

Cik Ami menoleh kea rah Encik CEO yang masih lagi sendawa dengan wajah penuh tersiksa. Dia ketawa kecil. Adakah lelaki yang tidak dikenali ini boleh menyerap angin dari badannya keluar?

Hehehehehe

Cik Ami mula berniat untuk menggunakan lelaki bersut hitam dan kelihatan kaya tetapi kini asyik sendawa untuk kepentingan dirinya sendiri.

Jika aku berdekatan dengan Encik ini.. pasti aku tiada angin!

“Muahahahaha!!” Cik Ami ketawa kejam dengan kedua tangannya terangkat dan muzik orchestra rancak di belakang! Encik CEO dan Secretary Chooi menoleh kearahnya penuh hairan.

“Hei perempuan, kamu ni gile ke ape tetiba gelak begitu?” herdik Encik CEO dengan kasar.

“Ups.. sorry.. ingatkan ketawa dalam hati je tadi.. hahaha..” Cik Ami sengaja buat muka bajet comel padahal erghh minta kayu dan mata yang dibuat eye-smile meniru gaya trademark kebanyakan artis korea terutama coughtiffanysnsdcough.

“Kamu ni ketawa ke tidur?” tanya Encik CEO musykil kerana mata cik Ami sudah kelihatan sebaris garisan sahaja. Kalau perempuan pelik ni sudah tidur senangla dia tinggalkan saja beliau di tepi jalan!

“Wow, sepet nya you ni!” Komen Secretary Chooi tiada perasaan padahal mata dia pun lebih kurang spesies je Cuma dia besar sikitla.. ala besar sikit 1cm je pung! Komennya membuatkan cik Ami terkesima sebentar.

“K fine k fine saye ni sepet.. nak majokk la camni.. turunkan saye sekarang >,<” Cik Ami pura-pura menarik pintu kereta disebelahnya penuh dramatic.

“HAA BAGOS, KKEOJYO!!!” Halau Encik CEO dengan trademark tangannya (get out from my sight)

“Ehh tak tak saye bergurau senda je tadi.. ala tolongla hantarkan lagi sikit je nak sampai rumah saye.. blink blink”

“Ye pape jela.. tapi lepas ni, jangan muncul lagi depan mata ku.. erghh kkeojo!”

“Baiklah..^”

Kereta Myvi itu membelok penuh aksi apabila melalui selekoh lalu menyebabkan cik Ami yang tidak seimbang tergerak ke kiri yakni berlanggar dengan Encik CEO. Encik CEO yang rimas terus menolak gadis itu ketepi semula menggunakan jari telunjuknya yang berharga.



Tiba-tiba terasa satu perasaan sensasi.

Encik CEO rasa ringan semula.

Manakala Cik Ami yang kesakitan.

“Aduhh.. angin datang balikk!!! >,<”

Encik CEO terpegun seketika. Dia melihat jari telunjuknya berulang kali. Dia mencucuk bahu cik Ami semula.

“BERPPP!!!”

“Yey da tak sakit! ^”

Dia cucuk bahu gadis itu semula. 

“Oh rase lega!”

“Aduhh.. anginnn…”

“Eh angin tu main ulang alik pulak!” Komen Secretary Chooi sambil menoleh sedikit ke belakang. Ah, lantak la baik dia focus pada pemanduan, maklumlah impian dia kan untuk dinobatkan sebagai pemandu berhemah dan setiausaha terbaik di Malaysia.

Mereka memandang satu sama lain penuh tegang. Mata masing-masing dikecilkan (kes cik Ami terus nampak garisan jek), focus disasarkan, muzik makin rancak di radio, ibarat satu pertarungan hebat akan bermula.

Cik Ami mencucuk tangan Encik CEO dengan wajah penuh dendam dan Encik CEO akan mencucuk dia semula. Mereka pun saling cucuk mencucuk sangat sengit lagi penuh ekstrem sehingga menyebabkan Myvi silver itu bergoyang dan tidak stabil secara tidak langsung menganggu pemanduan secretary Chooi.

SKREETTTTT !!!!

Dua budak yang duduk di belakang itu terus kedepan lalu berlanggar dengan kerusi hadapan apabila Myvi itu membrek secara tiba-tiba.

Secretary Chooi menarik nafas dan menoleh ke belakang.

“Kamu berdua, KKKEOOJOO!!!!!”




bersambung~ lalala~ xD

Thursday, October 3, 2013

The Master's Wind

[Master's Sun Parody]



Starring:

Joo Joong Won - Atyn Bella
Tae Gong Shil - Amisa Ahmad
Secretary Kim - Hertz Chooi


Episod 1

Malam yang suram itu dimeriahkan dengan hujan lebat beserta guruh yang berdentum serta kilat sambar menyambar, seorang gadis berjalan perlahan menuju ke tong sampah di tepi sudut tepi dinding bawah bangunan yang didudukinya.

(muzik opera dimainkan di latar belakang)

"aish banyak betol sampah! aku memang pantang betul orang buang sampah merata.. mane la Malaysia tak kotor cenggini!" bebelnya tekun memasukkan beberapa plastik sampah yang dikumpulanya ke dalam bekas kitar semula.

Hujan makin lebat, angin kuat mula bertiup. Syiuuu~~

"Huuu.. sejuuuukkk..." Gadis itu menggigil kesejukan walaupun dia sudah memakai sweater tebal berwarna kelabu yang dibelinya di Pasaraya The Store dengan harga promosi RM60. Sememangnya dia sangat tak tahan sejuk.

Kerana apabila sejuk, dia akan diserang...

Angin.

"Cik Ami.. cik ami..CIK AMI!"

Gadis yang berlutut di tepi penjuru kesejukan terkejut memandang ke atas anak tangga, seorang wanita berusia yang bergaya memanggilnya.

"Kipas dalam bilik no 404 itu rasanya ade masalah, cube kamu tengok dan betulkan sekali?"

Gadis bernama cik Ami itu hanya mengangguk taat.

"kipas?!"

 Guruh masih galak berdentum dan kilat masih seronok sambar menyambar,muzik saspen penuh misteri pula makin rancak kedengaran. Perlahan-lahan cik Ami melangkah ke bilik 404.

Kreekkk...

Pintu dibuka perlahan, sedikit-sedikit dan zuppppp!!! Cik Ami hampir tercampak ke belakang! Kipas itu berputar begitu kuat. Seluruh anginnya terbang laju menuju ke gadis malang itu.

"Tiiidaaaaakkkkkk!!!"


---


"hm, nak order ape?"

"Tutti Frutti!"

Secretary Chooi mengerutkan keningnya yang jarang dan payah untuk dilihat kepada Encik CEO yang masih ingin makan benda mahal itu di kala hujan lebat ini.

"You ni Master, memang takde menu lain mesti aiskrim tu je! Tak takut selsema ke? Nanti I juga yang susah kena buat sume keje" Tegur dan bebel Secretary Chooi.

Lelaki itu hanya ketawa sinis. "Eh helo, ini bukan aiskrim.. ianya yogurt berkhasiat :3"

"Okay.. yogurt whatever.. taknak makan ape2 yang lain? nasi ke?" Secretary Chooi menyambung lagi bebelannya sambil mengilap kuku penuh versatil.

"Okay, nak makan tomyam!"

"Die ni, dah makan sejuk, makan pedas pula?"

"Lantak!"

"Sukati you lah! Lepas ni kite pegi isi minyak ok?"


---


Myvi berwarna silver metallic  bernombor plat WYG*** itu menyusur laju di atas jalan raya yang basah dan masih lagi dibanjiri hujan. Secretary Chooi yang memandu dengan penuh fokus lagi berhemah memandang ke belakang melihat CEO nya yang khusyuk melihat skrin HP.

"Master, perut you okay ke?"

"kenapa dengan perut I pula?"

"Kalau I makan tutti frutti dengan tomyam, mesti perut I dah meragam masuk angin.."

"Perut ku kental, angin tak boleh masuk! B-)"

"Yelah master oi.."

Secretary Chooi kembali fokus pada pemanduannya, di waktu malam dengan hujan yang lebat itu, dia melihat kelibat seorang gadis berpakaian serba putih di tepi jalan melambai tangan.

"Uitt uitt.. itu han han hantu ke orang tu..." tegur Secretary Chooi cuak.

"Jangan tegur... jalan terus...." Encik CEO memberi arahan dengan wajah tegang.

"Baik...."

Kereta myvi itu terus bergerak laju tanpa rasa belas kasihan. Si gadis yang menahan kereta rasa penuh kecewa.

"cis, aku da buat gaye menggoda ni asal kereta tu taknak bagi tumpang? kejjam.." luahnya bengang. Sudahla dia perlu menghantar semua sampah termasuk kipas rosak yang menghantar segala macam angin padanya. tetapi masih tak pasti apa motifnya buang pada malam hari di waktu hujan lebat pula tu! misteri... lalala~

"aduh.. sakit belakang dan tengkuk aku.." gadis itu sibuk mengurut belakangnya kemudian perasan akan sesuatu.

"Eh, Myvi tadi berhenti lah!"



Dumm!! Kilat yang sangat dekat lagi terang membuatkan secretary chooi trauma dan terus membrekkan kereta.

"Eh, kenapa berhenti?!" tanya Encik CEO terkejut.

"I takut kilat!!!"

Pakk! Pintu kereta terbuka.

"Waargghh!!" jerit secretary chooi dan encik CEO serentak.

"Tadaa! terima kasih sebab bagi saye tumpang!" Gadis berpakaian hujan berwarna putih itu menyerbu masuk kedalam kereta tanpa segan silu.

"Hoi kamu sape? kkeojyeo!"

"ape tu kojo? tak kasihan ke pade saye ni sudahla hujan lebat.. boleh tolong hantarkan ke taman nusa? blink blink?"

Gadis itu mula memberikan pandangan penuh bersinar disertai bintang2 kecil di tepi.. Encik CEO tak dapat menahan sinaran yang terlampau bersinar itu..Arghh silau!!

"Okay, duduk dan jangan cakap ape2!" kata Encik CEO nada dingin tanpa menoleh sedikitpun pada gadis sesat itu.

"Yeay terima kasih! ^^" Gadis yang terlampau teruja itu tanpa disedari terpegang lengan encik CEO. mereka berdua berpandangan serentak.

Wajah tegang.

"Burrpppp!!!"

Encik CEO tiba-tiba sendawa.

"Burrppp.. kenapa tiba2 rase badan penuh angin ni? burppp!!" Encik CEO terus sendawa dengan muka yang nazak dan perut yang sungguh tak selesa.

Cik Ami menekup wajahnya yang kelihatan teruja.

"kenapa ku rase sangat selesa dan bahagia?" monolognya seorang diri dan menoleh kearah encik CEO yang asyik sendawa.

"Kenapa tibe2 master banyak angin ni??" Secretary Chooi berasa sungguh hairan.

"mungkin sebab dia da serap angin dari badan saye kott." balas cik Ami dengan senyuman ceria.

Encik CEO yang nazak menoleh kearahnya penuh kebengisan.

"Kkeojyeo!!!!"



Bersambung. lalala~~


p/s :
cik ami : kojo tu ape?
encik CEO : BERAMBUS !!!


Sunday, September 29, 2013

Beautiful Day

It's been a long time since I'm not listening to this album.

Beautiful Day by the talented Urban Zakapa.

I really enjoyed their songs and i lke the concept (well most of their songs feel so calm and a nice choice to listen while you are alone or having a trouble to sleep)



This is the album. It really nice and I highly recommended for you to try listen. Enjoys :)

And the MP3 link so you can download and put it on you smartphone and listen to it using your cheap earphone xD

Urban Zakapa - Beautiful Day Full Album



P/s : Irony, listening to the Beautiful Day yet today seems like. erghh..




Ergh,

Friday, September 27, 2013

Novel terbaru di pasaran!

[Amaran : Ini semua rekaan semata] 

Antara novel terbaru di pasaran!! Silalah beli segera di kedai 7 Eleven berdekatan anda!!!


FANTASIA BULAN MADU



 Sinopsis :-
Si jejaka inginkan isteri yang jelita, si gadis inginkan suami yang kaya-raya. Mereka merupakan pasangan yang sempurna. Sehinggalah adegan di masa bulan madu terindah. Apa yang telah terjadi? jeng jeng jeng....

"Apabila dua hati disatukan, bermulalah satu perjalanan cinta.."


ANAK IKAN


Sinopsis :-
Datin Sunny mempunyai segalanya, harta, kuasa, dan populariti namun tiada siapa faham betapa sunyi hidupnya tanpa teman. Sehinggalah seorang pemuda tampan muncul sebagai bodyguardnya. Mampukah dia  melawan godaan sang pemuda? uuuuu....

"Muda itu satu nikmat.."



BICARA JANTUNG


Sinopsis :-
Jessica, wanita berkerjaya yang tiada teman lelaki. Yuri, wanita berkerjaya yang perlukan calon suami. Keduanya perlukan lelaki memuaskan hati keluarga. Jadi, apakah kesimpulan yang mereka ambil? Jeng3x...hohok!


TWINKLE LOVE


Sinopsis :
Ibu negara digemparkan dengan kejadian rompakan oleh penjenayah digelar TTS yang tiada siapa sangka dianggotai 2 pemuda budiman serta seorang gadis penuh sopan. Tiff, ketua TTS pula berusaha keras mempertahankan cintanya dari dirampas si polis, musuh utama disamping berjuang menentang kejahatan. lol.


GET THAT SHIKSHIN!

Sinopsis :
Apakah rahsia untuk menawan hati si jejaka paling hot di sekolah? jawapannya, MAKANAN!




Mana satu pilihan kalbu? Berminat silalah pm saye lol.

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Hyung!

Jadi pada malam yang suam suam kuku itu, kakak menelefon diriku untuk berbincang sesuatu perkara yang agak mustahak.

Kakak : Ami, kau telefon aku! Kredit aku dah nak habis ni..
Saya : Kakak.. tahu tak teknologi yang dipanggil FB atau skype?

Maka kami menyambung perbincangan kami di Skype melalui video call.

Sedang sibuk mencaci satu sama lain, tiba-tiba,

Saya : uuuu.. siapakah gadis di belakang itu....seksi :3
Kakak : Rumate aku la.. nak tengok...

Hehehehee..

Chakanman hyung!!!

=,=

Hormone Episode 3

This is the problem with women.



They have unstable hormone.
Especially when 'the time' come, you know what i mean.

They happy and suddenly they sad. They got mad with no reason. And sulk with no reason. They got no mood when you ask to much, or you don't ask anything. They feel cheated when you chat with other girl, they feel abandon when you hang out with friends, they feel left out when you doing something without her.



Women

They are so complex and full with unstable hormone. Yet they only want full attention from you.


LOL.


Stupid hormone.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Suntikan HPV

Maka saya bersama 2 rakan ke klinik untuk mendapat suntikan HPV. Dos ke-3. Yeay dapat beg free!

Nurse : Tebalnya mekap adik!
Saya : LOL.

Setelah jarum ditusuk, satu perasaan sensasi dirasai.

Huhu.

Ida : Sakit tak?
Saya : Sakit sangat.. uuuu....

Jangan risau, tidak sakit pun~ lalalala~

Setelah selesai urusan dan mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada kakak nurse, kami pun meminta diri dan berlalu pegi ke PC Fair yang berlangsung di Bitarasiswa.

Semasa saya sedang khusyuk mencampakkan barang di atas pamerannya, Ida telah membeduk diriku sepenuh kekuatan hati.

SMACK!!!!

tepat di bahagian tangan di mana saya baru dicucuk jarum tajam sebentar tadi.

Sekali lagi ku merasai perasaan penuh sensasi itu ditambah dengan kesakitan yang berdenyut-denyut dan kepala berpinar serta rasa ingin muntah.

Tamat. hoho! XD




p.s :
Ida : sorry ami!! darah ke? meh sini nak check!
saya : err.. kite di khalayak umum.. (nada perlahan lagi lemah)

The Sims 3

I used to be so obsessed with this game. tadaaa!!


I spent my whole semestar holiday (like 3 months or something) playing this game! I didn't go out from the room, I didn't take a fresh air or connecting to real people, even I forget to bath only because I want to make sure my sim is super popular and successful in that world.

Huh silly me.

I even spent a lot of money to buy the base game and all its available expansions.

Obsessed much huh?

Yet the tragedy began..

After not playing this game for the whole semestar 3 since I've been so busy with project and assignments, in the study week, I want to get my revenge. I want to play my sim like crazy!

but something happened.

I ACCIDENTALLY UNINSTALL THE GAME.

THE BASE GAME AND ALL THE EXPANSIONS.

and when i want to install back, the cd already corrupted.

now, scream!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

and i dedicate this song to myself and the dead game, enjoy.


LOL.


Sunday, September 22, 2013

Inactive blog

Once upon a time, I was presenting my group's topic in front of the class. I was talking about keeping a journal in emerging way by using websites, blogs or newsletter.

And then i said something like "we should start writing a blog"

The lecturer then directly asked "so do you have any blog?"

"err yes.."

"Please show it to us!"

"okayyy..."

Oh no! My blog is like the most boring pages ever! And it will be reveal to class? Like seriously>!!

"This is my blog." -sweat drop-

"Ketawa ke tidur?!" -class laughter-

"why you put such a name?" asked the lecturer with a weird face.

"well.. you see.. when i laughing my eyes looks like i'm sleeping...hahhaha"

"okay i can see that!" -class laughter-

"but my blog is not that active"

"what do you mean by that?"

"i rarely post something"

"then what's your purpose of making this blog?"

"because i bored and got nothing to do"

"if you are not bored, then you don't post anything?"

"err kind of."

"its a waste you know.. you cannot be a blogger if you don't have the dicipline. Your follower also eventually will unfollow you. maybe you should be more active next time."

"Ok sir, thank you."

------

 A month later, our last class with the lecturer.

He was giving his last speech and all the things he wants to delivered to us for the last time but suddenly,

"All of you already learned how to create a website..i want you to keep active in making a websites or blogs ..(looking at me) and not making it into an inactive blog, okay?"

-me nodding-

"or only post something when you bored.. but i think you don't have time for that since you busily climbing Jugra Hill, right?"

-me nodding and...eh?-

The lecturer still remember this inactive blog and he even sindir me with the jugra hill. LOL.

To: Sir, I will try not making this as an inactive blog (only less active blog hee ^). I may post and     update regularly. Discipline~ haha :)

Free trip

I'm the type of person who will accept any dare IF there is a reward that benefit me.

I used to accept my friend's challenge to open another class walls while they are in PMP for RM10 and I did it proudly. I also once drink a hot soup with bunch of chillies by using a straw!

I also love to dare people around me.

And I met a person who will go along with all of my stupid challenges. AB.

I think she already spent hundreds ringgit for putting a dare on me.

Recently, she dared me to wear pashmina all night long and go to the class with a shawl for the reward of a free trip to Cameron Highland.


Note : I never wear pashmina or shawl before, the awkwardness is beyond all kind of awkward things in the world. Its like asking a punk girl to wear renda..

And I nailed it!


Here we go to Cameron Highland...with a free trip for me! ^^

Stay at nice expensive hotel~ woohoo! xD
View of early morning at Cameron from my room balcony, dah boleh buat wallpaper ni! ><
Ladang teh~~ dipenuhi hijau kegemaranku~~
Bought many strawberries~~ Red~~ Where's the chocolate?!
I also get myself a cute cactus! Weee ^^



 Awakkkkk.... THANKS FOR THE TRIP! :)


p/s : please dare me again next time...hoho
 


Trust

Trust define as;
1) Have confidence or faith in
2) Allow without fear
3) Be confident about something

There is always two situations, you trust on someone or someone trust on you.

And usually, both will ended up with a feeling of betrayal.

Right?

In my case, I dislike when someone lose their trust on me.

.....

Okay, this dramatic scene happened in one peaceful night. Two buddies were sitting together on their office while eating snacks and doing assignments. Well, that's me and my roomie. xD

I used to wrote a lot of fanfics and she's like my super duper loyal reader.

"Hey, can I upload your Twinkle Love" she asked me out of sudden. Twinkle love is one of the fanfics that she got from me.

I'm speechless. Please don't upload that one..

"I'm going to put it on my blog.." she casually said and ready to click the button. I'm become more speechless.

"Twinkle love.. by amisa ahmad.."

Err... don't...

 "err, I don't think you should upload that story.." I stopped her with my words. She looking at me weirdly.

"Why? Its a fun story and my friends really love it!"

"Err.. how I'm supposed to say?"

"What?"

"That story..."

"Yes, the story you wrote..?"

"..That story is not mine."

I can see her facial expression changed slowly. Shocked.

"What do you mean?!"

"I translated it and changed here and there,..still not mine."


And the next one hour was me who paranoid and trying so hard to explain to her why am I translate that story and the fact that I never claimed that's mine yet I never said something when she said that story is written by me. I really really trying so hard to explain. Her facial expression now is so judging and so cynical I can throw up a rainbow now.

I know she already lose her trust on me.

She even asked me if another fics also being translated. Not genuine. With her judging yet broken hearted looks. She is my biggest loyal reader and the feeling when you read and like something turned out to be a plagiarism works.

Like I say, feel betrayed.

I'm hopeless.

What can I say, its my fault anywhere. Although I never claimed the story is mine, I also not bothered to credit the real author.

That is why citation is really important.
Learn APA reference properly and say no more to plagiarism - or in my case, translated version XD


So the moral value here, don't trust people so easily! But you can trust me! Blink blink.





KBAI.

Typical love story : The whaaattttt?!

[RANDOM]

ok, this is my fiction yet its really a typical love story that usually occurs in most drama at television.

synopsis : once upon a time, there is silly girl who seeks for love (money) in her life. She dreaming of becoming millionaire by marrying a millionaire. She never never never met one though. And the fact that she is too shy to talk to any guy surround her! and that lead to her being single until she graduated high school. But once she step to college life, everything changes! Uuuu.. is she going to meet her millionaire guy? Jeng jeng jeng.

tskk.. boringgg...

always the same storyline.



But then, drama is our life. same things happen in our life. we are no different with others.
accept the way how we react to certain things, the way we view something.

What differ us with others is our own self.


What crap I'm talking about?







Back to the typical love storyyyy!!!

..continue the synopsis. So as typical as tv drama, the heroine stuck in a love for four guys! HA tamak kan!! puiii... xD

The characters:

The heroine :
Dork, talkative, dramatic, clumsy, computer whiz, materialistic, frugal.

Hobbies:
Eating, sleeping, online shopping, trolling in the internet.

She may seems happy and childish, yet she has a lot of matured opinion and a wise views of life. She's an old lady with a young heart.



Hero 1 :
Quiet, cold, unpredictable, loner, stubborn, secretive.
Hobbies :
Jogging, bathing, reading, and lastly rolling on the floor like a hot worm (err joking)

A mystery man... with a dark secret of life yet a big heart to find a true love.. lol.


Hero 2 :
Funny, friendly, optimistic, loud, supportive, kind-hearted, a bit slow when it comes to love.. (ececeh.. xD)
Hobbies : Watching tv, visit old people, do volunteer work

A really supportive best friend of heroine. Has a feeling for her but don't want to affect the friendship.
 A cheerful man who always be there when needed! Thumbs up!


Hero 3 :
Dork, kind, avant-grade, caring, generous, RICH.
Hobbies : Singing and dancing, playing stupid stuff with heroine, cosplaying, travel around.

A really good friend for all characters. Best friend with Hero 1 yet never know they attract to the same errgggh girl. He always spend time with heroine and seems to be the most comfortable with.

A rich boy that you should not let escape! He has sports car XD


Hero 4 :
Matured, realistic, calm, sometimes too dramatic! Unpredictable, romantic.
Hobbies : Watching sinetron, cooking, taking care of pets and flowers, gedix2 to heroine, fight with her.

They got a chemistry together. Whether in any topic he and she always same in opinion, and they both kinda engaged because of family matters.



Done with the lalala whatever main characters. the heroine always clumsy, (they think its cute.. erghhh...) and the hero always looks cold, macho ( i think rather than cool it annoying) and the others heroes always kind, cheerful blablabla that makes us like the second hero rather than the first. Why heroine always fall in love to the useless guy? Hahahaha...

So who do you think the heroine will end up with?
Please vote your favorite characters on a poll below (membongak je)



......I personally think she will be forever alone XD

THE END.

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Hormone Episode 2

Want to angry..
I'm too kind to angry~

Want to sulk..
I'm too cheerful to sulk~

So, I choose silence.





Just be silenced.



And they will think I'm both angry and sulking!


LOL Stupid hormone.

Hormone.

Don't you think its weird when you suddenly feel angry, mad, sad, disappointed, and eventually laughing while crying.

Like crazy.

I blame all of these feelings to hormone.

Stupid hormone.

And stupid me...

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Vlog!

Basically we have to do vlog for our assignment.
Not that much trouble for me since I can edit video whatever I want, the thing that I kinda feel erghhh when I dont have any idea!

Not even one!

Usually when it's important, my brain decided to go blank.

And this assignment is really the last minute one. The due date is Friday and I start recording and collect materials on Thursday. Got to finish everything in one day and yeayy!!
My first vlog looks like "CINCAI" or something.

 

Btw, I'm choosing this topic because it's really related to me. 80% of the video is true. hahahaha
Kbye!

Friday, August 2, 2013

Delivery and me.

I like online shopping. A lot.
I'm the type of person who easily lured, distracted and such when seeing products on the screen and easily click a 'Buy Now' button rather when I'm go out shopping at the real store.
So there's a lot of delivery come to my address.
And that's what the mystery began...

I still remember my first time receiving delivery when I'm on the bath. Showering.
Ok.
Second delivery, and I was taking bath!
Fine.
Third delivery, well, I just finished bathing!
Err.
Fourth delivery, huh believe me at that time I was late to class and going to have a bath!

So I thought is this just coincidence or.. is it a coordinated computerized situation when I'm on the bath, the delivery will come? Since it happen so many times, I already have this sense of feeling whenever I'm in bathroom, my purchase will come to the door.

Today, I did the experiment to make sure if my hypothesis can be accepted.

Basically I was waiting for my Lazada delivery (hihi, I'm buying expensive stuff lalala~~)
That morning, err this morning, suddenly my stomach ache and I have to do jamming session or else.. but then my strong intuition keep telling me to be alert because I can feel the delivery man will coming.
And yeah, while I was jamming - I heard hon sounds and here they come!!!!

Hypothesis : Whenever I'm in bathroom, the delivery come.

Conclusion : Hypothesis is accepted.







Huh. weirdo!

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Baby Azure~

First of all, I'm not an architecture student. Thank you.
So in this semestar, I have this course which is Business English.
And in this course students have this task; to create a new product and sell it like a boss?
Urgh, not really.
So we have been assigned to build a company and create a high building technology of skyscraper.

(Now, go to Youtube and type Demi Lovato - Skyscraper. Enjoys!)

Other than build a wonderful prototype, we also need to held an exhibition for that skyscraper thingy.
Kinda interesting huh?

My exhibition group consists of 8 pretty cute shy shy crazy ahjumma girls (included me) and since all of us are girls, our discussion construction session was located in one place - my house at a 3rd floor!

We have 3 weeks to work on this. Cool.

And more importantly, we are all girls.

Girls + working together = makcik2 di pangkin sambil makan asam.

But glad that although our mouths keep talking, our hands never stop from doing nothing. All of us did a great job. And like what my lecturer said,

"I'm impressed."

Yes, we do come out with nice idea and a great design but whats make it more awe is the details of every floors for our building. Easy to say, we put a lot of love and effort in this skyscraper.
Our baby.
Literally say, the building just like our baby.

And of course i'm the proud mother of the building. (LAWL)

It all begin from a merely cupboard and a piece of paper. And then we put it one by one, add every levels, and it starts to seems like a building. Mini building.
But one things was we still not build the basement so our building cannot stand by itself.
And luckily, I'm chosen to be the respective holder for the building.

The holder.

Sounds terrific lol.

Every time I hold the building so gentle, so smooth, so carefully.. its like I'm taking care of my own child.. can you understand the feeling? XD

And by the time we build the basement, and my baby can stand by itself. I felt so touched, my baby just grown up! And now can stand by itself! Woo-hoo!

I feel happy yet sad. because i don't be needed anymore.

Other than that, we still not come out with an official name since we just used to call it 'baby' all the time. After all the craziness maniac discussion, we decided to name our baby - Le Azure.

Baby Azure.. kehkeh


Simple poster that I made for our promotion.



 To be continued.

After all the tiredness, lack of sleep, lost time, getting stress and become older day by day that the exhibition arc did to us, the big day finally arrived which is on 31st July. All of us were doing a really great job. We and our baby skyscraper attract a lot of attention (although our booth the most pathetic in the exhibition hall)

 The exhibition was really fun and I gained a lot of new experience of talking rubbish there ^^

And finally it's over! Guys, the exhibition arc was finally end!!

Although its really tiring, but working with my awesome groupmates replace all the tiredness with a happy and fun feeling.

As I looking into our skyscraper.. I feel so touched, our baby Azure who just made by cupboards and papers are so glamorous now.

Not only it can stand by itself, it can stand on top of the world now!

Oh, I'm so proud!

Mother so proud of you.. XD

But then, although it is now tall, famous and so on.. it still depends on me. The building still depends on me as I'm the one who lift it every time we have to move and not to remind that I'm carrying it from the exhibition hall straight to the home just by walking. WALKING ALONE.

on a fasting month. fasting month!

See the sacrifice that I made for you, O baby Azure~









p/s : bcoz of too tired, i collapsed and missed fast-break.. huhu


Sunday, June 16, 2013

The Power Of Balloon and Bubbles.

So all of us were having dinner at Morib Beach.
Well, sort of my dad suddenly want to treat us (it is related to the fact that today is Father's Day?)

Oooo... Happy Father's Day ayah!!!

It just me, my parents and my younger brother and taller than me younger sister.
Five of us randomly sitting in a middle of all these peoples, restaurants, and tables?
Claiming that, that table and the position is the best, got the nicest view and whatever, actually thats the only place which available and empty! haha. (It's weekend and people are crazy about going to the beach at night!)

Then we have a normal family dinner.
Normal?
I guess so.

I ate Chicken Chop (dah lame kempunan ni) with a watermelon juice. - purposely choose the expensive ones since tomorrow i will be back to the place which eggs and sardines are the menu of everyday! Hmph!

After eating, drinking, hitting and casual chatting, my family and I started to just lay down on a chair with a full stomach. and I was looking everywhere.

There are too many interesting moments to be watch.

Such as;


Two guys (behind our table) are currently selling a balloons. One is promoting while the other is blowing a balloon and make it into any shape. It's kinda cool you know!


Since I don't capture the real life,...this what the balloon and that guy looks a slightly alike haha.


The promoting guy bring a balloon sword and walk to the little boy who alone and sits melancholy in a stairs. He tried to persuade that lonely little boy to buy the balloon but that boy refuse with a cool manner. The promoting guy back to his place, smiling awkwardly since he failed to sell anything. I kinda pity him but my attention now diverted to that mysterious lonely little boy.

He just sits still, with a cool pose, in a stairs.
One cute little chinese girl come with her pistol bubble. standing in front of the boy and shoot him with bubbles. non-stop.
Now, It's like a music video of a melancholy boy with a bubbles surrounding him.
All of us laughing at the cute scene.

it may innocently looks like this, but that cute little girl using..

THIS.

So it was like a  massive bubbles attack! I think that boy can be a bubbleman in no time. Haha. It's been like 10 minutes and she still standing in front of the boy, shooting a bubbles. But this time, the boy started to move and play along. The cute little girl successfully make the melancholy boy smile with her bubbles attack.They both looked happy. ^
I wish I record that scene since it sooooo freakin cute! >.<
Not to mention, that cute little girl also release her bubbles all over a place and make us feel like living in a bubble world.

That cute little girl's parents calling her and told her to sit still in her chair. (i kinda suprise since not only me watching this short drama but all my family are!) She wants to play more but not allowed to, so she continue shooting the plants, vase, flowers with a bubbles.

and my mother was like
"kesian die takde kawan nak main.."
and I,
"die nak adik tu... tapi mak bapak die macam taknak bagi je.."
then my younger sister come out with,
"malam ni mak bapak die bagila..."

lol. =.=

Then, my attention back to the promoting guys and balloon artist who selling behind our table. Guess what, suddenly many kids came and buy their balloon. There's a lot of shapes, you can even request one! There are swords shape, animal shape, magic stick shape and etc.There are also parents who came by, and buying their kids a balloon.

By now, most of the kids holding a balloon on their hands. There are little kids who running happily and stabbing each other with a sword balloon, there are little girls who act like princess on the stage waving her magic stick balloon, there are uncle who playing with his children using an animal balloon.

The colourful, shaping balloon somehow makes everyone seems so happy.

The kids look happy.

The parents look happy.

Well, of course the promoting guy and balloon artist are more than happy since their business going so well.

Even I interested in buying that balloon since it look way too  much fun. - so me and my younger brother played that sword balloon and my mother pretended that she doesn't know us.

Me and my brother playing like a kids who never go out and socialize because busily playing computer games.

So in the end, everyone are happy. Thanks to the balloon and bubbles they've got buy when visiting the beach at night.

And I happily poking my family members with my green sword. Haha ^^






Meanwhile,
The cute little chinese girl continuely shooting everything with her powerful pistol bubbles.

she've got some talent there.










Friday, June 14, 2013

New Semestar

I am currently in my new semestar (after a long meaningless holiday) which is Semestar 3, geez, still long way to go. But it's okay, just continue my life happily.. Like I wish!

New Semestar means new things happen.

1) New room (err... I actually live outside, in a rent house =.=)
2) New roomies (silly buddies I guess)
3) New schedule, subject and all new faces of lecturer.
4) New assignments (feel like want to puke right away)
5) New title.. (as an exco?!!)

But still, an old habit cannot be changed since semestar one till like right now, which is;

Escape to KTM !!! and coming back home!!!

Oh, oh oh balik kampong 3x Hati riang!! >,<






Yes, I just started my new semestar like... 4 days? and I already back home. XD

Whatever semestar I'm in, whether I'm junior or so called senior,
KTM still be in my heart and my own home and people in it still got the best part of me.
LOL

Monday, June 3, 2013

Mission and distraction

Everyone in this world must has at least one mission or goal that need to be accomplish. Whether its a long-term goal or short-term goal.

So, I have this kind of mission when I started my semestar holiday which are;

To learn how to play guitar.
To practice my drawing manga skill
To maintain in a fit size.
To finish a crappy novel.

Guess what, none of them are even nearly to be done. I don't even started some of them.

Big fail. LOL.

And there is a few days left for me, before I start my new semestar, a classes and so on.

I felt regret, yet to be reminisced in an ancient time back then. Since forever, I always failed in my mission (i guess I cant be a spy or something related with a task) because of all these distration.

My big distractions are as mentioned below;

TV
GAMES
LAPTOP
HANDPHONE

Okay, that's why technology not really give us benefit but can lure us to a dark side.

Before this, Tv and its drama + entertainment + variety show make me distracted a lot and forget about my so called 'drawing practice'. After SPM, laptop and handphone replaced tv successfully as I already bored with all the typical drama they show to a grumpy audience like us. Now, I totally absorbed with a PC game.

I used to stay all day long, staring at the monitor and playing the game.
That stupid addictive canevenmakemethinkinghowimgonnawinthatwhenihavingmylunch game.




Hey you! The Sims 3 and the expansions version!

You are my biggest distraction!!! Geez!



Monday, May 20, 2013

ORANG

Menurut kamus dewan edisi keempat, orang didefinisikan sebagai;
1. manusia
2. salah satu manusia
3. diri manusia
dan banyak lagi, (malas nak taip lalala~)

kesimpulannya orang = manusia.

Jadi, kisah yang ingin saya sampaikan ini mungkin akan menyebabkan satu misteri yang tidak dapat dirungkai. Sila sediakan segelas minuman sejuk untuk diminum bersama ketika membaca kisah penuh tanda tanya ini. Jeng jeng jeng...


Episod 1
Pada suatu hari, di waktu pagi yang hening, cik A yang juga makcik cleaner rasmi di rumah sedang menyapu sambil menelek wajahnya di setiap cermin yang ada. Seperti biasa juga, budak kecil bawah jagaannya iaitu Encik Aqieyl (3 tahun) akan mengikut ke mana saja cik A pergi.

Dan setiap kali cik A menyapu bilik ibunya aka Puan S, dia akan mengambil masa yang agak lama - maklumlah, cermin di bilik Puan S agak besar. Maka Encik Aqieyl yang mengikut makciknya itu sempat bermain ngengeng (kereta) nya penuh sukaria di atas katil.

Cik A mungkin terlampau khusyuk menatap wajahnya bila dia terdengar jeritan Encik Aqieyl (yang super kuat, nyaring lagi macam dolphin) memekik memanggil Puan S yang sedang memasak di dapur.

"Nenek! nenek! Ade orang! ade orang!" Encik Aqieyl berlari ke dapur dan bersungguh-sungguh memanggil Puan S.

"Ade orang datang?" Puan S terus menutup api dan pergi ke hadapan. Tetapi tiada seorang pun yang kelihatan. "mane ade orang! Aqieyl tipu nenek ye?"

"Tak...ade orang..!! ade orang!!" pekik Encik Aqieyl lagi tetapi sudah tidak dipedulikan Puan S yang sambung memasak semula. Encik Aqieyl kemudian masuk ke bilik neneknya di mana cik A tetap sedia dihadapan cermin.

"Ami !! Ade orang!!!" dia masih menjerit benda yang sama.

"Orang? kat mana?" tanya cik A hairan.

"Tuuuu !!!!"

Apa yang mengejutkan cik A adalah jari telunjuk Encik Aqieyl menunjukkan atas katil.

"Orang atas katil?"

"Yee... tuuuu !!!"

"Okay...."

Tapi, cik A tak nampak sesiapa pun atas katil itu. Betul.



Episod 2
Beberapa hari kemudian, seminggu mungkin. Ketika itu waktu petang dan cuaca agak panas. Cik A dan Puan S sedang berbual-bual di ruang tamu sementara yang ahli keluarga yang lain ada di lokasi kegemaran masing-masing seperti dapur, sebelah peti ais dan bawah kipas.Manakala Encik Aqieyl sedang bermain ngengeng di atas katil bilik Puan S.

Sedang rancak berbual, cik A terkejut bila Encik Aqieyl heboh menarik-narik tangannya.

"Ami ! Ami! Orang!"

"Ape?"

"Orang!"

"Ape die? ulang?"

"Oranggg !!!!"

Cik A bukan pekak, tetapi dia cuma ada masalah pendengaran sedikit. Mula-mula dia dengar seperti udang tetapi apabila diminta ulang sebanyak 4 kali, barulah dia faham yang Encik Aqieyl sebut orang rupanya... Eh, orang?

"Orang? Mane tunjuk kat ami.." cik A menarik tangan Encik Aqieyl dan memintanya untuk menunjukkan lokasi orang tersebut.

Perkara yang sama berulang.

Encik Aqieyl menunjukkan ke arah katil itu.

"Tuu orang! Orangg..."

cik A sudah dapat dengar bunyi saspen dimainkan kat latar belakang. Dia tak nampak sesiapapun. Kalau sekali tak apa, ini sampai 2 kali Encik Aqieyl nampak orang atas katil ape cer? Lalu cik A pun menghebahkan pada semua orang dan menceritakan segalanya.

Maka, pelbagai spekulasi telah dibuat.

Ada yang kata makhluk heheheh tula.. ada yang kata kawan ibu ikut balik rumah la.. tetapi kami semua sepakat bersetuju yang Encik Aqieyl hanya berlakon dan membuat gimik sebab dia nakkan perhatian dan taknak kemas kereta mainan dia itu semula. Tamat!



Apa pula pendapat anda mengenai kes ini?











p/s : Meanwhile, Puan S takut nak masuk bilik sendiri... xD


Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Essay : The Day When Everything Went Wrong



There are some days where everything goes wonderfully right. The sky is a clear blue, your neighbour wave at you as you go to school or work, there is an improvement in anything that you do, having fun with your friends, and go back home smiling. Days like this are more common than rare, but then there was a day when everything went wrong. And that particular day I’m talking about had successfully made me traumatized and changed one of my habit, forever.
That day was Thursday. To be exact, the Thursday of my second week in semester break holiday. The morning dawned bright and gay. It was a promise of wonderful happenings – as what I thought it would be.

Being a person who just recently got her car license, I’m officially appointed of becoming a driver. And by that, everyone expect me to send them everywhere they want to go. It’s not like I mind about that though since I can improve my driving skills. Then there is my eldest sister who asked me to send, accompany and be her personal assistant for a day to travel around the town. Since I don’t have anything else to do, I just agree like a good naïve little sister should be. Besides, I also got something to do in town. We had listed all the things we want to do which is go to hospital for my sister’s check-up, go to the supermarket and last but not least, go to the bank.

The first indication that I had that it would be a wrong day was when I cannot find my car key. We already late for the hospital appointment since that old lady, my sister are woke up late. And add with the mysterious of the lost key, I am surely getting very annoyed. It’s like the two things that I hate the most – waiting and searching for something, was happened at the same time! After almost 30 minutes, I finally figure out where the car key was, in the car! But I still have to wait for my sister who make-up and do everything girls will do when they want to go out. Later on, we are ready to go to the destination. My cheerful mood already dropped to the zero level yet I still think positive and smile to make sure my driving is not distracted with emotional feeling.

“Sis, can we stop by that restaurant?” My sister started to command me. And as usual, this good naïve little sister just following the instruction without many questions. It turn out that she wanted to meet her friend. At that time I was like, “Okay….” And that was the series of irritation moment. First, I parked the car wrongly and that stranger guy laughed at me. Second, I left the car key since I am such a forgetful person and third, I have to be alone with him while my sister went to the toilet. The feelings of you think that you don’t need to be there, that you just a wallpaper screen is overflowing in my mind. That was the time I really hoped that time will flies by fast than usual. What makes me feel more annoyed was that my sister pretend to not understand my eye-movement sign saying “let’s go right now! Now!” I am thinking about leaving her as revenge but I tried to be more patience, at least that stranger guy treat me Nasi Lemak and Teh Tarik.

After almost an hour just sitting staring at the sky and people wandering around, finally we move on to the real destination, hospital. And by that time, it’s already noon and noon means traffic jam. My hometown is really a hot place, in addition of my old car that does not has air-conditioner, my heart really burn with many feelings – be patience, irritation, annoyed. If that old lady wakes up earlier and not side-track to another place, we will be already done the check up! Yet we are stuck in the middle of a busy road with hundreds of transportation. Entering the hospital entrance, I can see no empty parking lot. So I have to back and forth in order to find a place to park. Glad that I got one, only to know that I am actually landed on a dirty mud – need to wash my car later. While my sister registers herself at a counter, I started to find a place that is empty so I can relax my mind – ward 8. Little did I know that ward 8 is a cut and clean section. As I walk with ear-phone and loud music being played, I bumped into the nurse who brings all the medical equipment and at that time, one of the scalpel are flying through the air and almost hit one of the patient. I feel so embarrassed and scared (that nurse looked so terrifying!) that I automatically hysterically asking for apologize and run away after that. Guess what, while I’m running, I bumped to another nurse, again and this time she has a medicine with her. This is the reason why we cannot run in the hospital or another public place. It will give us trouble!

Trying hard to stay poker face while my sister let her audible laugh toward my clumsiness in attempt to make the hospital in chaos, we slowly drive thru the road in a way to supermarket. I hope I will not bump to their cashier! Actually, I did bump into one of the workers but with trolley. So we shop as usual, my sister pick a things, I put it back, she shout at me, I still put the things back, like we always do but this time, it may be too dramatic. Not really, it’s more toward embarrassment of our face. Well, when we want to pay for the things in a counter, suddenly (yes, suddenly, sounds weird right?) my sister’s purse missing. Is that purse wanted to play hide and seek with us? Please not now, we have to pay and that short yet kind of muscular cashier just stared at us with the look of “Pay now!” but obviously, the purse are lost. And we really felt miserable at that time. Since I just a regular student, I do not have enough money and we have to back off and return with nothing, except for missing purse. Along the way back to the car, my sister panicked looking for her treasure. After a while searching, thank God we found the purse! In a car! (Like I search for my car key everywhere which turned out in a car, I bet my car is a secret keeper). Then we are in dilemma whether we should shop again or just continue our life do the next mission. My sister picked the first choice. I had to follow her, doing the same thing, twice! And we got the same cashier too! My face getting thinner minute by minute.

Because of the shops thingy, we are late to go to the bank. The bank will closed in 5pm sharp and as we in an urgent mode, I drove a little bit faster and one of my habits is I never wear seatbelt. Never. I hate it; it’s drowned me in a car! There is traffic jam as we run out of time and I never thought that the slow progress of another cars movement in front is actually because there is a road block. I am dead. The police caught me and my sister not wearing seatbelt and with a pestering smile and a face that asked for an elbow, the police gave me a summon.  The RM300’s summon! God, what on earth is going on? How am I supposed to pay RM300 for merely not wearing a seatbelt? It’s not like if I die because of not wearing seatbelt, the police will suffered all his life! (Unless the incident is I bump into him with my car!) So I pretend to wear a green mask as I begged him for mercy but what I got? A really annoying smile of him and a piece shit of paper! Now, I am totally pissed off! I can still be patience if I have to wait or to search but when it comes to money, I become really sensitive.

 Still burning, we arrive to the bank 30 minutes before it is closed. I need to bank in a lot of money to the company that I purchased camera and drawing tablet online. I hope this will end soon since I am really tired, and angry. But things will not be as expected. Such a true story, the deposit machine was broke and with all of proud, the machine swallows my RM830 and went black! What the! My money! I cannot speak anymore, my breath not unstable; my patience reached its limit. If you give me a lighter and oil at that time, I am sure tomorrow all the headlines news will be reported about the burnt building. My sister tried to calm me down, she quickly handle the form of problem and fill it in so the bank will return the money back to my account. I can smile a little when my sister being flirted by the security guard (so funny!) but as we returned the old car with no air-condition, my heart is hurt back. I just sit while holding tight the steering, staring blankly at the meter.

“Cause you had a bad day, cause you had a bad day”

Daniel Powter, I don’t ask to you to sing for me. Why the radio suddenly open? Turn it off! I don’t know why this day feel so miserable. I’m embarrassed, I’m annoyed, I’m angry but most of all, I felt really tired. I just want to go back home. But my head feel want to explode, my hand cannot move properly, as I don’t realize that there is a liquid falling down through my soft cheek. It’s getting tense and I cannot hold it anymore. Screw it, I don’t care we still in parking lot, in this hot car. I just want to cry.

My sister pat my back softly. She tried to calm me but I’m in a state of ‘just let me’ so she is waiting for me as I cried my heart out (actually I just sit, cry without sound). After the’ crying like baby’ session end, I start the engine, and drive slowly back home. All night long, I reflect myself, what I have done wrong in this life, what I had learnt through all these scenes. And I smiled. Actually this experience not that bad at all. I just need to pay for RM300 summon (and I am a poor student), doing a work that can be done by a minute become a week and having many funny embarrassing moment. It’s not that bad! It’s funny! As I chuckled alone, my sister started to think I’m going crazy so she make me a hot chocolate and treat me like a princess. After all, not every day is wonderful yet I can still enjoy every moment – end the day with happy ending.




Ya.. Happy ending? I still got to pay that crappy summon.
P/S : since that, I dislike seeing police and police station lalala~~